Monday, July 11, 2011

no breath

hollow dream
meaning nothing
to the world below
a double sided blade
crossing the dirt path
leading away
from the time it ends
to start again
breathing is hard
gasping for air
flood and debris
clogging ventilation
alone in a field
where the grass doesn't
live within this plain
a heavy sky
crashing to earth
i can't breathe

Saturday, June 4, 2011

A Pirates life for thee


My heart drys with the loss of its tears. A fairy tale told so many times it seems to be unreal with the realization of its lack of existence. I am a zombie going through my days wondering when I will be happy. I watched as a woman fell in love and saw that it would end. Not wanting the fairy tale come true to be lost in time. I think of how fun it would be to have this experience with you beside me and I smile. I hear the faint sounds of your voice, speaking to me, moaning desires causing my heart to flutter in my body and my body halt in my veins. I dream of a man who wants nothing for me but the best of everything. Who cares for me enough to stop me from doing something foolish. Who encourages me instead of trying to deter me from my chosen path. Who sees the beauty in me that even I can not see. I think of the ocean full and vast. A life I dream about all the time. I care not if the waters are rough and dangerous or calm and sunny. As long as my life is vast and full I will be happy. Full of love and happiness, friendships and adventure. I know in order for it to be complete I would need to have people. My life at sea is one I dream of. The life of the little mermaid. A fairy tale of a life completed by love, friendship, and happiness